This is my life!!!

Hello... The past 1 week has really been HECTIC! And in fact, I'm still very busy with my work now, and I could not probably finish all my work on time, which is TMR! and next week will be my Home coming FA! And I still didnt even started on my revision!! haiss... still can blog somemore!

Actually, there is a thought in me that troubled me, that I must must write this! If not I could not even concentrate on my work... I was wondering what for we get ourselves into a relationship when you do not have the financial support to provide the girl with a good life, with things that could satisfy the girls?? I really don't know... I really feel the sudden... AWAKE!  Why??? what for??? How???  All types of question just appeared in my mind! And this feeling SUCKS!!! especially when you're already overloaded with stress from sch, and now, you have to worry about money! I mean.. this is seriously not a healthy life for a college student! Too much stress I might just suicide one day... I mean it! The stress lvl is'n a joke!! School was kinda been a bitch! Kows that we have exam on next week, and they still gave us soooo much hw as if we are very free! I didnt sleep more than 5 hours a day on the weekdays! And lesson ends at 4+ and 5+ or maybe 6+ everyday!!! This is really INSANE!!! I don't know how long more I can bear with this... hais.... Just so many things to worry about, to stress about... MONEY UH MONEY~ Why I'm not born rich??? Money really could settle EVERYTHING!! Without money, you are just a PIECE OF SHIT!!! FML SERIOUSLY!!!! T.T

hais... I think I'm going back to hotel to work soon, in my most important year and I have to work! Congrat to myself!!! LIFE REALLY SUCK A LOT A LOT A LOT!!!

Pls show me some way out... And I really hope this shit could pass ASAP!!!

okay.. have to continue with my work.. A poor work working hard in the middle of the night, with just one small lamp! :'(

2013!! :D

Hello people... I'm back to blog again! :)  

2013 started off pretty well.  Although I can already feel the stress lvl and shits in sch even its just the first week of sch. But what to do, this year gonna be the SUPER DUPER IMPORTANT year of my life!!! A lvl... Determine the direction of where I'm going after high school.. And of cos, my only wish for this year is to do well for A lvl, and I'm actually hoping that I could score at least ABB/B for my A lvl, because I do aware of the criteria to enter to good uni course. E.g Bachelor Business management at SMU which required a minimum of ABB/B. Always wanted to study at NUS, but I know myself... I could'nt impossible score straight As to enter to business course in NUS. I'm still thinking of arts&social science in NUS or NTU WKW communication and information school. So... At least an ABB/B for my A lvl will secure a good uni course for me. :) 

Haha so, that's all for my wish for this year! Now, what should I talk about... Hmmm.... school? Haha ya okay then. Innova junior college! It's once a school that I hate TTM! But... I think I had finally accepted the fact that I'm in a college and I also had adapted to the lifestyle of a jc student! But I know myself too well! I'm just being  too lazy and ALWAYS procrastinated and and and lack of motivation in my work! This is really BAD! And I really want to change this bad habit, if not, I know I will screw up this year... But how?!?! How could I do this!! I'm so not motivated... :(  AAHHHH!!!

okay la! I think its enough? Haha its late... So I have to sleep well and charge myself for preparation of next week! haha will be back here again when I'm free :) 

So good night guys!! ^^

Life ah life!!!

Today, 15/08/12, Jasmine and Yee ling had officially withdraw from Innova JC and they will be transferring to poly the next year. hais... life really likes to toy with people and make people feel regret in their decision! Although we are not very bond in school because we are really hate the school A LOT A LOT!!! that's the common thing in us I guess? So... seeing them leave, I feel that I'm very lonely in the school, because i can't find any other people that share the same feeling as me, as in HATE THE SCHOOL SO MUCH THAT I DON'T WISH TO STAY AT THERE FOR ANY MINS!! CAN'T WAIT TO GET OUT FROM THERE!!! and I don't like to see friends leave me, like Ana left us for Aus... SAME FEELING!!! so ya, they are gone and I'm stuck at Innova jc for the next 1 year! Hopefully!!!! Pray hard that I will be promote to J2 so that I can GET OUT FROM THIS SCH ASAP!!!!! HATE IT TO THE CORE SERIOUSLY!!!!!! and Monday was Jasmine birthday LOL 13.8.12! and Yee ling birthday is at 22.04! Not going to think too much and just to be focus on my upcoming PROMOTION EXAM!!! I DIE DIE MUST PROMOTE THIS YEAR!!!! I CAN'T AFFORD TO RETAIN!!!!! FUCKING CAN'T!!!!!!! AAAWWWWWWWWWWW~ Life is so unfair~ If I make the decision to transfer out from Innova, I'll be studying at NP now or maybe RP!!! hais.... Life ah Life! YOU ARE A BITCH!!! FULL OF DECISION AND FULL OF REGRET!!! _|_ MOTHERFCKER!!!!

2/7/2012

Hey... ya i know it's late now. It's 11:23PM and I got school next day.... but I really have no mood to sleep, although i'm tired, i'm sleepy. But i.... just no mood to sleep... Every of your twitte affects me deeply!!! saw your twitter and i know you are referring to me. What i can say is that i might had change but i'm changing to a better person, don't you think so? but one thing will NEVER CHANGE! that is my love for you. I know you won't be seeing this, but at least I will feel better after I type things out... I asked you, if give you another chance will you still be together with me... i know i'm being foolish, i'm taking to risk to lost you. But i want you to be with me happily!!! OKAy you just text me back... I'm really scare to look at it. I scare i will collapse after see your reply i scare i will cry the whole night i scare... to lose the only you! :'( ok, i just bravely open it up, i guess your reply didn't disappointed me, However, i don't know why i'm tearing... hais.... its being a long time that i cry alone in the dark for you. I really really really miss you a lot!!! :'( Reading the letter and msg that you once sent to me and gave to me... my tear is not going to stop for the night i guess... Thinking back the old us, the one when we are still at Kent ridge sec, at the prom night, at chalet, count down party 2012, CNY 2012, valentise day, my birthday, my mum birthday, your birthday! All the times we had spend is really memorable! I will not forget anything! I will always rmb all of this, i just wish that this will keep going, looking forward to spend more of this days with you, only you!

Thinking of pose some thoughts about my studies a few days ago, but I didn't really have time to do so. so ya, can't waste tonight to write this!!! Last semester I was really lived an inhuman lifestyle. I didn't do what i'm doing, i was like soulless everyday!! Maybe it's due to my unsettled heart in JC? but it won't happen in this semester anymore!!!! I SWEAR!!!! My summer test result: H2 history,chinese lit and eco. H1 math and gp. DUS/CS!!! WHAT KIND OF SHITTY RESULT IS THIS!?!?!? ANGRY DIE ME MAN!!!! Actually I had schedule my time quite good, and if i did follow my schedule, i could done lots of things!! BUT... due to my laziness and unpersistent mind! I failed to follow all my schedule tightly!!! but this will not be happen in this semester anymore! i will be ALERT and PERSISTENT in following all my schedule! REALLY HOPE THAT I COULD DO WELL FOR MY PROMOT EXAMS IN THE END OF YEAR!!!!!!

Every month's 26th will always remains me of you, Mitzi baby :D YAY!! Although we are not sure when exactly we were being together, but i regard this day as the day we were being together and i presume you know the reason why! hahah... ya for the past 5 months we really had a Roller coaster time being together, and i know i had being ridiculours sometimes due to my sch life! ITS FREAKING FRUSTRATED AND MOODY IN JC!! so ya i hope you will really be more understanding and be more patient with me sometime okay? okay? ^^ just hang on there for this 1 more year will you? Had a AWESOMEEE~ birthday celebration for you! ^^ BE PROUD K!!! THAT'S MY FIRST TIME ORGANISE AND PLAN FOR SUCH SURPRISE!!! HEEHEE.... HOPE WE DID SHOCK YOU AND GIVE YOU LOADS OF FUN! :D P.S Don't worry, more are coming... Heehee... =) HAHAH yeah! Time seems flying, and that's VERY GOOD!! CAN'T WAIT FOR MY 'A' LVL TO COME TO THE END!!!! So fast it is at the end of June and soon we will welcome July then August, sep, oct, NOV and DEC!!! YEAH!!! HOLIDAYYYY :D HAHAHAHA... Really super looking forward to Holiday, because i have lots of plan for it!! FIRST OF MOST!!! MBS WITH INSANIEIGHT PEEPS!!!! YAY!!!!! ^^ WE ARE GONNA TO HAVE A HELL LOADS OF FUN MAN!!! :D But of cos before that, i have my mid course to handle :( SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY SERIOULSY HOPE I WILL PROMOTE TO J2!!!! OH MY GOD... PLSSSS.... LET MY HARDWORK TURNS OUT SOME FRUITS CAN?? haisss..... okay going to continue doing my HW that i owe teacher :( Gonna post another post tonight :D Bye :D

12/3/12

Today i was so shock by the suprirse birthday party organise by all my insanine ppl !!!!
i really didn't expect that they will secretly organise this party!! REALLY TOUCHED!!! my first surprise party in my life :D
THANKS INSANINE VERY VERY VERY MUCH!!!

2012 !!!

It's the start of 2012, not a bad year at least i know i did well for my 'o' lvl exma :) however, i'm stuck when i'm choosing my course... it took me quite a few weeks to decide if i'm going to jc or poly. Even after i got my sch i'm still hestite about my course and sch!!

However, after much consideration and compare the difference between poly and jc, i finally make up my mind that i'm taking up the 2 years JC course in Innova JC which i think is a express way to uni. Anw it is just a 2 years course right? shouldnt be a big problem for a genuis like me ^^

Anw i don't believe if i work hard no result will produce!!! THIS IS NONSENCE!!! HARD WORK PAYS OFF WHICH I HAD ALREADY WITNESS DURING 'O' LVL!!!!!

so ya, wish mysself all the best in the next 2 years!! JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!

ok time to sleep, got to wake up extremely early for sch tmr!!

GOOD NIGHT! ^^

Memories :(

Just finished revise for my tmr's prelim....

haix.... time flies so fast it's been 4 years in KRSS

i was just browsing through all the photos that taken last time and read through some of my past post

Suddenly it made me feel EXTREMELY EMOTIONAL!!!! SHEER EMOTIONAL!!!!!!!

I really miss 1E6 and 2E6. I think that's the most memorable time i had in KRSS !!!!

That will be the most lovely memory that stays in the very deep of my heart . I WILL NEVER FORGET ABOUT YOUR GUYS <3!!!!!

AND OH YEAH FUCK MY PLAYER !!! IT IS PLAYING SOME SAD SAD SONG!!!!!

OH YA... Ana is leaving us after 'o' she is going to immgrete to Australia :'(... Gonna lose one of 2E6 :'( And that is forever!!! FOREVER!!!!! ANA!!!! YOU IDIOT!!! PS US GO AUSTRALIA!!!!　BUT NO CHOICE, DECISION ON HER PARENTS' HAND . :'(

This is human being, when our friends, family and love ones are beside us we did'n treasure them, we only feel regret and sad only after that person has left us!!!

MMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!

K I think i m gonna to sleep if not i will be dead by tmr :'(

Good night guys. What a emotional night ...

O lvl oral!!!!!!

OMG!!! tmr is my el o lvl oral!!!! thats too fast and i m only went through a few round of practice that't not enough >.
AAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

but most importantly i think is the topic... if the topic is something that i am interested or like then i think i have plenty thing to say... but if its on family, senoir citizen and disable i think i will stun there like how i did during the practice with teachers!!!

HOPE TMR WILL BE SPORTS!!!!!!!!!! COM'ON GOD MAKE IT SPORTS LAR... MY EL SO WEAK I STILL NEED ORAL TO PULL MY MAKRS UP DON DO THIS TO ME MA >.
GOD BLESS ME AND 4E8 AND DORAMON!!!!! WE REALLY NEED A LOT BLESS!!! <3

SCHOOL LIFE!!!

Hey man... school life are getting busier and busier...

monday - firday, everyday must stay back for either tutorial or stay back to study with friend. After reach home still got plenty of homework to be done...

but this is good, o lvl is really around the corner i need more practice and more revise!!!

just had history,social study and math test. this friday have phy practical sat have chem and math test. next monday have history mock test again!!! OMG!!! TMR HAVE EL PRELIM ORAL!!! wah... my school schedule is pack like sardine!!!

everyweek sure have test evryday tutorial sat still must come back to class... wed and thurs have early morning class.

this is insane!!! but it's all worth it :D

MY AIM L1R5 15!!!!! JJC!!! SCIENCE COURSE!!! :D wait for me~
HAHAHAHAH

ok ok good night guys tmr need to wake up early for monring chem lesson
good night ^^ <3

ITS JUST ANOTHER WEEK PASS

YO... 1 more week had pass

haha this week was quite smooth, ystday went for the last session of sanshou training got my vein and toe injure haha but it's ok :no pain no gain ma ^^

hahaha sch starts tmr :( and i got history mock test tmr after sch... OMG sad sia...

i don have enough time to study finish the topics :( hope the test will not be so hard :D hahaha

wish me good luck o hahahha nights guys <3 god bless your :D

WAKE UP CALL!!!

It's really been a donkey years since i last post on my this dead blog x.x

k whatever... In this donkey years.many things had happen.got good and bad things.. anw whatever it is life still goes on.

k firstly.. talk about my mid year result... THE WORST RESULT I HAD EVER GET!!!!

EL:F9
MT:B3
math:E8
combine sci:E8
combined humanities:c5
POA:F9
F&N:c5

i cant have this result at o lvl!!! i will be fucking dead...

Many ppl had give me encourage and motivative comment... i feel motivate at that moment but i m just cant start work after that.. don know whats wrong with me!!! FUCK!!!

went through Project Super achievers workshop... the workshop was simply awesome... the coaches are motivative and they had taught me a lot of useful information and told us some real life story about o lvl... I like 1 sentence : Impossible is nothing, it is only nothing, when we put our HEARTS AND MINDS into accomplishing what we set out to achieve. Let us not short-change ourselves by believing that we are not capable of greater things. REACH FOR THE SKY; EVEN IF YOU FALL, YOU'LL LAND AMONG THE STARS.

I also learn that i must had the passion for EXCELLENCE, WILLINGNESS to learn and building on PAST FAILURE

Today had a conversation with Jeff on fb... i did not know he was doing quite well for his studies i was shock when i hear he get 14 points for L1R4 !!!! DO YOU KNOW HOW UNEXPECTED IT IS??? He everyday slack only he can get that kind of result!!! i really going to crush man!!! It's so unbelieveable!!! but it's the fact so i can only accept it !!

what he said really motivate me : i dun believe if u study u cnt get that lor . i think if u study u can get better than me .. believe in urself and have faith in urself u can do it .

THAT CAME OUT FROM JEFF!!! OH MY GOSH!!! THIS IS INSANE MAN!!! JEFF SAID IT !!!

Even jeff are studying hard for o lvl i think there was no reason for me not to study HARD !!! so from tmr onwards i will really study my ass out!!!

hope the next time i post on this blog again i will have some good news about my o lvl :)

KK Guodan you really got to wake up and start buck up!!! BUCK UP!!! WORK HARD!!! L1R5 15!!!!!! THIS IS YOUR GOAL ACHIEVE IT!!! BELIEVE IN YOURSELF HAVE FAITH AND TRUST YOURSELF!!! COM' ON COM' ON!!!!

k bye everybody :) got to have some rest and study tmr :)
cya wish me goodluck guys <3
good night ^^

GREAT GREAT WORLD ;D

Hey Hey today went to watch THHE GREAT GREAT WORLD :D

its really a very nice funny and educational show :D

its kinda a good show for all the singapore teenagers because they can learn some history about sg and the show teach us not to forget what our forefather do to improve this country. so i think this show is worth it to watch and its not long just 1 and the half hour only

YEAH!!! CNY :D :D :D :D

YEAH!!! SO HAPPY NOW!!! COS CHINESE NEW YEAR IS AROUND THE CORNER ^^

hmm... chinese new yeear is in 3 more days ;D finally there is a break for me ^^ YEAH!!

i m quite happy with myself this year... cos until now i still haven go to RTP HAHAHAHAH and i complete my work on time and i go to every band practice ^^

AND AND TODAY!!! SAT!!! I WENT TO BAND SO AMAZING RIGHT?? this 4 years this is my first time force myself wake up and go to sch for BAND!!! Wow...

and today i enjoyed myself and i m really inspired by the japanese and america band there music is like so amazing it rreally touch me a lot i don know music can be play until so beatuful it's like a pierece of art work in front of you Wah... REALLY REALLY VR NICE MAN!!!!
hais... regret didn come back to band earlier... now is my last year in band so gonna to give my everything to band before SYF and i will try my best to catch up with the rest and try my best to get GOLD for my sch ^^

IT'S NEVER TOO LATE !!! ^^



HAHAHAHAH ok lar... so after a few days later will be chinese new year haha gonna eat a lot of stuff OMG... after that i need to find time to go for some exercise to burn away my fats I M REMAIN FIT!!!!

k lar k lar gonna to sleep soon tmr still need to wake up and do my HW and after that go to vivo to buy chinese new year cloth with my baby <3 HAHAHA so tmr gonna be a long day too ^^

so i should end here haha good night ba everybody and wish your all have a good new year ahead and all the best for 2011 ;D

yoyoyo :D

AHAHAHAH hey sch had start for 1 week haha the pass 1 week is quite fine for me as there didn have a lot of studies... and today is sunday means tmr need to go back to sch... sian...oh ya tmr is the 'o' lvl release day HAHAHHAHAH i think all the student come back for their result will be vr stressssssss HAHAHAHAH
next year this time will be my turn to be stresss!!!! >.<
haha tmr we are also going to have a surprise celebration for ms jane's birthday hahahaha hope she will like it <3
tmr we also are invited to the release of 'o' lvl result to feel the pressures!!! LOL
hahahahhahaha then after that i will be going to band for practice sian... and i think i will be going back for my sanda training next week... so long didn punch the punching bag already!!!! AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRR MY HANDS ARE ITCHYYYY!!!!! :D

ok lar ok lar i m gonna to sleep... cos tmr will need to go back to sch :( i m still a school boy :(
kk so good night guys haha hope your all have a good week ahead ^^

2011 :DDDDD

YEAH FINALLY... 2011 IS HERE :D just 2hr and 36mins ago we had say goodbye to 2010!!! hope 2011 will be a great year...at least a year without any trouble and everything went smoothly :D

some thoughs for 2010:

-still too childish
-waste a lot time on rubbish stuff
-did not study hard enough
-get myself into too many trouble

ok lar i think thats all for all my misbehaviour

so 2011 i wishing i could be :

-study HARDDERRRRR!!!! 'o' lvl i m cominnngggggggg~~
-get good result for my every testes and exams
-complete my hw on time!!!!
-before act use brain and think first
-get myself out of trouble
-mind my own business
-use my time properly
-start to live a healthy lifestyle which means sleep before 10 and wake up at 6 :D
-忍！！！
-be a good boy ^^
-train myself to be a better boxer ^^ ( but study still more important )
-family friends bros and me are healthy!!!!!
-lead my house to win champion!!!!
-oh ya last but not least try to organise prom night if i can and sch is allow :)

HAHAHA ok lar i think thats all for my next year's aim!!!
hmm... i should check how many did i do it next year this time!!! hahahaha hope i could do all!!!

haha ok lar i m tired... so good night all and HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!! WISH EVERYONE HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD AND GOOD NIGHT ^^

2010 :( 2011 :)

hais... time flies... soon 2010 will be over and what is waiting for me ahead is a new year...a brand new year and new year to me also mean that a new start

2010 is not a good year for me... i m under provation in sch and that is really sucks and something happen that i don want to mention... this holiday also pass quite fast

2011!! will be a challenging year...cos i will be having my o lvl and that is really fast... 2011 you better be a better year for me... i just want a peaceful and simpler life pls... just let me pass next year peacefully and get a good result for my o lvl i will satisifit by that :)

2011 comes in 2 more days... i still don know should i go out to celebrate and go where to celebrate...

2011!!!!! FASTER COME AND BRING GOOD LUCK TO ME!!! I PROMISE I WILL BE A GOOD BOY NEXT YEAR AND BE VR VR VR HARD WORKING IN MY STUDIES AND STAY OUT OF TROUBLE!!!!!

i just hope everything will be over soon... :'(

ok i think i should stop here and get myself more rest
HOPE MY NEXT POSE WILL BE A GOOD NEWS FOR ME AND PRAY HARD FOR ME FRIENDS ^^
ok ok bye everyone and good night :)

HOLIDAY :DDDD

HHAHAHAHAHHA HEY EVERYBODY.... i m having my holiday now haha

i haven really enjoy my holiday cos was busy with work last few weeks when i m not working i will go for training so really no time to enjoy holiday

but...but...but... this friday i m going to steamboat shopping sheesha and beer tower with my bros and baby <3 :DDD

i m so looking forward to it and i will enjoy myself that night :D WOOOW~~

and i will stop working for the last few weeks of this month cos of chrismas and new year and i also want to give myself a break before sch reopen because i know next year will be a vr tough year for me :( 'o' lvl is comingggggg~ wah sian... but nvm...after 'o' lvl i m going to my little fish village in Malaysia :D and maybe thailand and indonisia AHAHAHAHAHA and after that prepare myself for the HONG KONG WWCBA asia cup 2011 WoooooooW~ that sounds cool man... i m so sad i cant attend next year's -Taiwan- Yang Ming Cup Fighting Championship
which take place at 2011年5月20日 cos i m chiong-ing for my 'o' lvl AAAAAARRRRRRRRRRR DAMN IT!!!! ok sua o is much more important :)

chrismas is coming leh... haha i think i m gonna for count down with my bros and after that go for sheesha and beer tower then new year should be going to sing and drink HAHAHAHAHA

2011ISCOMING!!!!!!! YEAH!!! A NEW YEAR IS COMING!!!!

FML!!!!

haix.... hate my fucking result... why my math and el cant pass??? why???

haix... everything in this world is unfair for me its totally unfair but one thing i feel fair is in the ring . during a fight either you ko your oppoen or your oppo ko you... you win by your power and ability

but in our life some ppl are just fucking rich and some ppl are just fucking clever ppl don need to study also can pass easily but we.... study like dog burn mid night oil and in the end what we get?? f9 f9 f9 f9 FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL!!!!!

i also want to do well for all my exam but i just don know how?? what to do?? who can tell me?? i really going to explode ler i cant take it anymore !!! i want do very very well for my exam save me!!!! :( :( :(:(:(

what can we do??? this is LIFe!!!