Hello... The past 1 week has really been HECTIC! And in fact, I'm still very busy with my work now, and I could not probably finish all my work on time, which is TMR! and next week will be my Home coming FA! And I still didnt even started on my revision!! haiss... still can blog somemore!
Actually, there is a thought in me that troubled me, that I must must write this! If not I could not even concentrate on my work... I was wondering what for we get ourselves into a relationship when you do not have the financial support to provide the girl with a good life, with things that could satisfy the girls?? I really don't know... I really feel the sudden... AWAKE! Why??? what for??? How??? All types of question just appeared in my mind! And this feeling SUCKS!!! especially when you're already overloaded with stress from sch, and now, you have to worry about money! I mean.. this is seriously not a healthy life for a college student! Too much stress I might just suicide one day... I mean it! The stress lvl is'n a joke!! School was kinda been a bitch! Kows that we have exam on next week, and they still gave us soooo much hw as if we are very free! I didnt sleep more than 5 hours a day on the weekdays! And lesson ends at 4+ and 5+ or maybe 6+ everyday!!! This is really INSANE!!! I don't know how long more I can bear with this... hais.... Just so many things to worry about, to stress about... MONEY UH MONEY~ Why I'm not born rich??? Money really could settle EVERYTHING!! Without money, you are just a PIECE OF SHIT!!! FML SERIOUSLY!!!! T.T
hais... I think I'm going back to hotel to work soon, in my most important year and I have to work! Congrat to myself!!! LIFE REALLY SUCK A LOT A LOT A LOT!!!
Pls show me some way out... And I really hope this shit could pass ASAP!!!
okay.. have to continue with my work.. A poor work working hard in the middle of the night, with just one small lamp! :'(
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