This is my life!!!

Hello... The past 1 week has really been HECTIC! And in fact, I'm still very busy with my work now, and I could not probably finish all my work on time, which is TMR! and next week will be my Home coming FA! And I still didnt even started on my revision!! haiss... still can blog somemore!

Actually, there is a thought in me that troubled me, that I must must write this! If not I could not even concentrate on my work... I was wondering what for we get ourselves into a relationship when you do not have the financial support to provide the girl with a good life, with things that could satisfy the girls?? I really don't know... I really feel the sudden... AWAKE!  Why??? what for??? How???  All types of question just appeared in my mind! And this feeling SUCKS!!! especially when you're already overloaded with stress from sch, and now, you have to worry about money! I mean.. this is seriously not a healthy life for a college student! Too much stress I might just suicide one day... I mean it! The stress lvl is'n a joke!! School was kinda been a bitch! Kows that we have exam on next week, and they still gave us soooo much hw as if we are very free! I didnt sleep more than 5 hours a day on the weekdays! And lesson ends at 4+ and 5+ or maybe 6+ everyday!!! This is really INSANE!!! I don't know how long more I can bear with this... hais.... Just so many things to worry about, to stress about... MONEY UH MONEY~ Why I'm not born rich??? Money really could settle EVERYTHING!! Without money, you are just a PIECE OF SHIT!!! FML SERIOUSLY!!!! T.T

hais... I think I'm going back to hotel to work soon, in my most important year and I have to work! Congrat to myself!!! LIFE REALLY SUCK A LOT A LOT A LOT!!!

Pls show me some way out... And I really hope this shit could pass ASAP!!!

okay.. have to continue with my work.. A poor work working hard in the middle of the night, with just one small lamp! :'(

2013!! :D

Hello people... I'm back to blog again! :)  

2013 started off pretty well.  Although I can already feel the stress lvl and shits in sch even its just the first week of sch. But what to do, this year gonna be the SUPER DUPER IMPORTANT year of my life!!! A lvl... Determine the direction of where I'm going after high school.. And of cos, my only wish for this year is to do well for A lvl, and I'm actually hoping that I could score at least ABB/B for my A lvl, because I do aware of the criteria to enter to good uni course. E.g Bachelor Business management at SMU which required a minimum of ABB/B. Always wanted to study at NUS, but I know myself... I could'nt impossible score straight As to enter to business course in NUS. I'm still thinking of arts&social science in NUS or NTU WKW communication and information school. So... At least an ABB/B for my A lvl will secure a good uni course for me. :) 

Haha so, that's all for my wish for this year! Now, what should I talk about... Hmmm.... school? Haha ya okay then. Innova junior college! It's once a school that I hate TTM! But... I think I had finally accepted the fact that I'm in a college and I also had adapted to the lifestyle of a jc student! But I know myself too well! I'm just being  too lazy and ALWAYS procrastinated and and and lack of motivation in my work! This is really BAD! And I really want to change this bad habit, if not, I know I will screw up this year... But how?!?! How could I do this!! I'm so not motivated... :(  AAHHHH!!!

okay la! I think its enough? Haha its late... So I have to sleep well and charge myself for preparation of next week! haha will be back here again when I'm free :) 

So good night guys!! ^^