Life ah life!!!

Today, 15/08/12, Jasmine and Yee ling had officially withdraw from Innova JC and they will be transferring to poly the next year. hais... life really likes to toy with people and make people feel regret in their decision! Although we are not very bond in school because we are really hate the school A LOT A LOT!!! that's the common thing in us I guess? So... seeing them leave, I feel that I'm very lonely in the school, because i can't find any other people that share the same feeling as me, as in HATE THE SCHOOL SO MUCH THAT I DON'T WISH TO STAY AT THERE FOR ANY MINS!! CAN'T WAIT TO GET OUT FROM THERE!!! and I don't like to see friends leave me, like Ana left us for Aus... SAME FEELING!!! so ya, they are gone and I'm stuck at Innova jc for the next 1 year! Hopefully!!!! Pray hard that I will be promote to J2 so that I can GET OUT FROM THIS SCH ASAP!!!!! HATE IT TO THE CORE SERIOUSLY!!!!!! and Monday was Jasmine birthday LOL 13.8.12! and Yee ling birthday is at 22.04! Not going to think too much and just to be focus on my upcoming PROMOTION EXAM!!! I DIE DIE MUST PROMOTE THIS YEAR!!!! I CAN'T AFFORD TO RETAIN!!!!! FUCKING CAN'T!!!!!!! AAAWWWWWWWWWWW~ Life is so unfair~ If I make the decision to transfer out from Innova, I'll be studying at NP now or maybe RP!!! hais.... Life ah Life! YOU ARE A BITCH!!! FULL OF DECISION AND FULL OF REGRET!!! _|_ MOTHERFCKER!!!!

2/7/2012

Hey... ya i know it's late now. It's 11:23PM and I got school next day.... but I really have no mood to sleep, although i'm tired, i'm sleepy. But i.... just no mood to sleep... Every of your twitte affects me deeply!!! saw your twitter and i know you are referring to me. What i can say is that i might had change but i'm changing to a better person, don't you think so? but one thing will NEVER CHANGE! that is my love for you. I know you won't be seeing this, but at least I will feel better after I type things out... I asked you, if give you another chance will you still be together with me... i know i'm being foolish, i'm taking to risk to lost you. But i want you to be with me happily!!! OKAy you just text me back... I'm really scare to look at it. I scare i will collapse after see your reply i scare i will cry the whole night i scare... to lose the only you! :'( ok, i just bravely open it up, i guess your reply didn't disappointed me, However, i don't know why i'm tearing... hais.... its being a long time that i cry alone in the dark for you. I really really really miss you a lot!!! :'( Reading the letter and msg that you once sent to me and gave to me... my tear is not going to stop for the night i guess... Thinking back the old us, the one when we are still at Kent ridge sec, at the prom night, at chalet, count down party 2012, CNY 2012, valentise day, my birthday, my mum birthday, your birthday! All the times we had spend is really memorable! I will not forget anything! I will always rmb all of this, i just wish that this will keep going, looking forward to spend more of this days with you, only you!

Thinking of pose some thoughts about my studies a few days ago, but I didn't really have time to do so. so ya, can't waste tonight to write this!!! Last semester I was really lived an inhuman lifestyle. I didn't do what i'm doing, i was like soulless everyday!! Maybe it's due to my unsettled heart in JC? but it won't happen in this semester anymore!!!! I SWEAR!!!! My summer test result: H2 history,chinese lit and eco. H1 math and gp. DUS/CS!!! WHAT KIND OF SHITTY RESULT IS THIS!?!?!? ANGRY DIE ME MAN!!!! Actually I had schedule my time quite good, and if i did follow my schedule, i could done lots of things!! BUT... due to my laziness and unpersistent mind! I failed to follow all my schedule tightly!!! but this will not be happen in this semester anymore! i will be ALERT and PERSISTENT in following all my schedule! REALLY HOPE THAT I COULD DO WELL FOR MY PROMOT EXAMS IN THE END OF YEAR!!!!!!

Every month's 26th will always remains me of you, Mitzi baby :D YAY!! Although we are not sure when exactly we were being together, but i regard this day as the day we were being together and i presume you know the reason why! hahah... ya for the past 5 months we really had a Roller coaster time being together, and i know i had being ridiculours sometimes due to my sch life! ITS FREAKING FRUSTRATED AND MOODY IN JC!! so ya i hope you will really be more understanding and be more patient with me sometime okay? okay? ^^ just hang on there for this 1 more year will you? Had a AWESOMEEE~ birthday celebration for you! ^^ BE PROUD K!!! THAT'S MY FIRST TIME ORGANISE AND PLAN FOR SUCH SURPRISE!!! HEEHEE.... HOPE WE DID SHOCK YOU AND GIVE YOU LOADS OF FUN! :D P.S Don't worry, more are coming... Heehee... =) HAHAH yeah! Time seems flying, and that's VERY GOOD!! CAN'T WAIT FOR MY 'A' LVL TO COME TO THE END!!!! So fast it is at the end of June and soon we will welcome July then August, sep, oct, NOV and DEC!!! YEAH!!! HOLIDAYYYY :D HAHAHAHA... Really super looking forward to Holiday, because i have lots of plan for it!! FIRST OF MOST!!! MBS WITH INSANIEIGHT PEEPS!!!! YAY!!!!! ^^ WE ARE GONNA TO HAVE A HELL LOADS OF FUN MAN!!! :D But of cos before that, i have my mid course to handle :( SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY SERIOULSY HOPE I WILL PROMOTE TO J2!!!! OH MY GOD... PLSSSS.... LET MY HARDWORK TURNS OUT SOME FRUITS CAN?? haisss..... okay going to continue doing my HW that i owe teacher :( Gonna post another post tonight :D Bye :D

12/3/12

Today i was so shock by the suprirse birthday party organise by all my insanine ppl !!!!
i really didn't expect that they will secretly organise this party!! REALLY TOUCHED!!! my first surprise party in my life :D
THANKS INSANINE VERY VERY VERY MUCH!!!

2012 !!!

It's the start of 2012, not a bad year at least i know i did well for my 'o' lvl exma :) however, i'm stuck when i'm choosing my course... it took me quite a few weeks to decide if i'm going to jc or poly. Even after i got my sch i'm still hestite about my course and sch!!

However, after much consideration and compare the difference between poly and jc, i finally make up my mind that i'm taking up the 2 years JC course in Innova JC which i think is a express way to uni. Anw it is just a 2 years course right? shouldnt be a big problem for a genuis like me ^^

Anw i don't believe if i work hard no result will produce!!! THIS IS NONSENCE!!! HARD WORK PAYS OFF WHICH I HAD ALREADY WITNESS DURING 'O' LVL!!!!!

so ya, wish mysself all the best in the next 2 years!! JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!

ok time to sleep, got to wake up extremely early for sch tmr!!

GOOD NIGHT! ^^